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I got this in an email and liked it. I wanted to share it with all of you!

(A page from an 87 yr. old horsewoman's handwritten Journal)

I Ride....

I ride. That seems like such a simple statement. However as many women
who ride know... it is really a complicated matter. It has to do with power
and empowerment; being able to do things you might once have considered
out of reach or ability. I have considered this as I shovel manure, fill water
barrels in the cold rain, wait for the vet/farrier/electrician/hay delivery, change
a tire on a horse trailer by the side of the freeway, or cool a gelding out before
getting down to the business of drinking a cold drink after a long ride.

The time, the money, the effort it takes to ride calls for dedication. At least,
I call it dedication. Both my ex-husbands call it 'a sickness.' It's a nice sickness
I've had since I was a small girl bouncing my plastic model horses and dreaming
of the day I would ride a real horse. Most of the women I ride with understand
that meaning of 'the sickness.' It's not a sport. It's not a hobby. It's what we
do and-- in some ways-- who we are as women and human beings.

I ride. I hook up my trailer and load my gelding. I haul to some nice trailhead
somewhere, unload, saddle up, whistle up my dog and I ride. I breathe in the
air, watch the sunlight filter through the trees and savor the movement of my
horse. My shoulders relax. A smile spreads across my weathered face. I pull

in the sand.

Time slows. Flying insects buzz loudly, looking like fairies. My gelding flicks
his ears and moves down the trail. I can smell his sweat and it is perfume
to my senses. Time slows. The rhythm of his walk and the movement of the
leaves become my focus. My saddle creaks and the leather rein in my hand
softens with the warmth.

I consider the simple statement: I ride. I think of all I do because I ride. Climb
rocky slopes, wade into a lily-pad lake, race a friend across the hayfield... all
the while laughing and feeling my heart in my chest. Other days just the act of
mounting and dismounting can be a real accomplishment. Still I ride, no matter
how tired or how much my sitter bones or any of my other acquired horse-related
injuries hurt. I ride. And I feel a lot better for doing so.

I think of the people, mostly women, that I've met. I consider how competent
they all are. Not a weenie in the bunch. We haul 40 ft. rigs, we back 'em up
into tight spaces without clipping a tree. We set up camp, tend the horses. We
cook and keep our camp neat. We understand and love our companion--, our
horses. We respect each other and those we encounter on the trail. We know
that if you are out there riding, you also shovel, fill, bathe, wait and doctor. Your
hands are a little rough and you travel without makeup or hair gel. You do without
to afford the 'sickness' and probably, when you were a small girl, you bounced a
little model horse while you dreamed of riding a real one.

"My treasures do not chink or glitter, They gleam in the sun and neigh in the night."